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so as i a logging on, i see the most recently posted on the side of the page and i see this one.... www.nakedfurniture.blogspot.com
being who i am, i just HAD to go and see what is was about.
needless to say, i love it, and would highly suggest visiting it myself

oh, the other semi random blog that i have taken a shine to,
www.boygenuis.blogspot.com
i don't know who these people are... but i love thre blogs and it you get the need to wonder around like i do, i would suggest visiting their pages.

so it is the christmas eve day.
yesterday i wanted to hurt my mom. know that i love my mom and that i know i wil grow up to be her, but i just wanted to pull my hair out. she got on this random cleaning binge. for those of you who don't know her or my family, well... mainly her and me, packrats. that is all i have to say. so everyso often she gets an itch to clean. now normally it wilo be gone in like, an hour or so, but this one actually stuck around for like 5 hours. so that means that since i am home from college, i have become her free manual labor. 5 hours of cleaning, and that saddest part is that our house doen't look any different. i hope that i will over come my packrattyness. i need to marry someone who is clean, well semi clean and semi organized and i need that to rub off on me. so after cleaning and fightening with my mom (its a mother/daughter thing) i got to putt around the house and did some clothes washing and junk like that.

then today, i got to wrap presents. i LOVE wrapping presents. in the past years, i have used to much tape and paper and this year i really cut down. it was great, esp. since i decided to have lots and lots of fun wrapping, lets just say my artistic side came out and there are a bunch of presents that are wrapped in like different paper layers. it is great fun. if i knew how to put pics up here, i would make my bro take a pic of one of his presents so i could show you all. but i had a good time, and getting ther presents and stuff together made it feel alot more like christmas. i have had some trouble this year, i am so used to tradition, that i want it to be like the christmas's we had back in the day with all the people there and all the food, and presents, and family. but, half of that exteded fam is in the west coast, others are with step family and jim and kristene are in SAIPAN! but i do get joe and kim and gram'a a;long with the rents. so it is better than some peoples., but just not waht i am used to.

but like with gettting ready to go to church and then grandmas and then seeing all the colorfull wrapping paper, it is starting. i think some of the reason that it feels weird is because we have no tree. no nothin. wait, we did put out a christmas wreath on the door, but that is all. so i am excited to go to grandmas because she should have a tree and if not, then joe and kim better have one!~

this is a really long blog, so i have to run,
i have to take a shower and get all pretty and junk for church
have a merry christmas everyone!!!!!
and kiss and hug all your family. i cannot stress that enough.
kiss and hug them all, even if you don't like some of them, you still need to cherish them.

:-)

so, it has been like, 3 days since i have been here,
why might you ask?

because for the last few days i have been sick
sick as a dog
sicker than i would care to admit
so sick, i just stayed in the bathroom for hours at end
so sick that i pulled a muscle in my neck
so sick i was in the fetal position rocking back and forth for most of the time when i wasn't in the bathroom
sick enough not to eat for over 2 days and still not want to eat
so sick i never want to eat marinara sauce again
so sick my parent drove up to make sure i was still alive and not dehydrated in the apt.

to wrap up,
I WAS SICK

i wonder how this new blog look will look

i have to ask this

do they have a favorite sherpa?

as i was listening to the radio today, a commercial came on for REI (its a outdoors big place) and it said blah blha blah...then on to the 'favorite sherpa?' i just had to ask it.

almost done......
almost done......
ALMOST DONE!!!!!!!!!
only one more left,
only one more left.
and then i have to work tonight and then i get to sleep in! YEEHAAA

i had to wake my sorry butt up at 5:30 this morning! this coming from a girl who has troulbe waking up for her 9 am classes, yea it SUCKED. but i actually woke up surprisingly, and then studied abit more. the amanda, drea and i walked to the finals together, drea (andrea) and i had Econ and i don't remember what amanda had, but we are done with them and still i have to be here at River Falls. not bad becuse i get to work, but because i have to be here and can't be at home with the 'rents and kitties!

all in all, so far the finals have been not bad. the Econ was the worst, it was hard,but that is what i studies for like HOURS upon HOURS for last night, and then after breakfast andrea and i went to the bookstore, and guess what we found? a 2 page econ synopsis of EVERYTHING we did in that class. i think i will be going to the bookstore a bit more in the coming semesters.

but yea, so i get to take a Jterm class, it shoud be fun. but i need to find a job around here. i will do anything, like to the point on milking cows and like shoveling cow poop and junk. i just need a job for money. the info desk told me that they would need a person for like, a few hours mon - fri, but this girl Liz got the hours becuse she has been there for like, 3 years and so she has presedence over me. ppphhhhtttttttt. that is how i feel about that

3 finals down
2 to go.....

there are these blue icile lights hanging right in front of the Information Desk, and they are placed just so, that if you are tall enought, you can walk under them and bonk your head.

is it bad that i consider that a form of entertainment?

i think i need a life beyond our Student Center here on campus. if i am not at the info desk, then i am in the Senate office, and i think that is wrong

so where were you when you heard they captured Saddam?

i was at work,
and i noticed that it really didn't effect me whatso ever,

sad huh?

dum dum dum duuuuuuummm
i am in for a long night.
i was thinking that i would be working the desk until 10:30 when we normally close... but no!
we have some stupid party going on and i have to be here until midnight! possibly later!
that puts a MAJOR crunch in my plans for the night. granted i didn't have much planned, but it is the principle of the thing!

i have come to the conclussion that i dont like alot of republicans. there is this one specific on campus republican who just gives a bad name to all republicans, either on campus or off.

so as i am sitting here in the Information Desk, i keep seeing people that i used to know and that i don't really know anymore... and they always say hi and how are you. i wonder how many of those people actually care like how i am acxtually doing. i know that it is a nice thing to do, but i feel that it is so trite. (for those of you, that means that i feel it is crap for them to do that). if you want to give yourself a nice warm fuzzy feeling, that is great, but don't do it at my expense. if you want to say hi, that isi great, but dont ask how i am doing when you dont want to know. i think people need to be more real. not like, reality show real, but like actual real. you don't have to be so damn superficial.

wow, i kinda sound like a bithc.

i have deciced that i need to change my blog name
due to a visit to boygenius's blog, i have decided that i have to change it and make it funner.

is funner an actual word? i don't know but i think i might try to make it an actual word

i have changed the name

i love my job.
i love my roommates.
i love my friends.
i miss my friends.
i got to see jenni today.
i am bored.

do de do do doooooo
strangers in the night....
exchanging glances,
something something something
do de do do doooooo

ok, so i am bored, can ya tell?
at work and all studied out and my brain is FRIED, with a capital F

so yea,
it has reached that time of the year again......
bells jingling, people sleding on the ice, cars careening into each other out on the streets,
and the coupe de grace,
FINALS!!!!!!

i hate finals, they suck so much
and i really hate them because they are, like... a big freaking test.
so there is only like one or 2 finals that i am somewhat worried about, as for my CSIS, i am worried in general, i have not done good in that class, becuse the whole grade is based on like, 2 tests that are CRAZY INSANE DIFFICULT!!!!!!
so i might take that class again over J term because i need atleast a c in it to pass for my major. and then there is econ, i did good on the first test, TOTALLY sucked it up on the second and as long as i can pull off like, a C on the final, i should be a-ok. it isa the same thing for math, but that is becuase i HATE math and math HATES me, and math is the devil, and i really don't like it, can you tell that i don't like math?

but toher than that, i am doing good in school. being involved can have its drawback, like the fact that i have almost NO time for people that i would WANT to talk to but can't. and then this weekend, i am SUPER bus studying for finals and working at the Info desk, and like that is my whole weekend, with a HUGE emphasis on the STUDYING!!!!!!!!!!!

but there is a good thing on the way, i get APID on firday, !!! that would be tomorrow, !!! :-)
i am very excited about that,!