Today, Barb is: tired and getting ready to take a shower so she can go to bed.

so the media is telling us that is looks like Chris Benoit killed his wife and child and then committed suicide. i sort of have the aversion to believing what the media says 100% but i dont know. i think maybe i just don't want to think that he killed them all. i have this other thing where i always want to believe the best of people. i guess you could call it a bit of self inflicted naiveity. i want to believe the best because i want people to be nice to one another. i know that not everyone is, but i want them to be.

does that make me an idealist?
probably.
oh well. i don't think there is anything you can do about it.
i applied for like 4 new jobs today.
night all!! off to shower now and get ready for another day tomorrow.