Today, Barb is feeling: saddened but happy.

i know, how can that happen? to feel sad and happy all at the same time.
well very easily.
i am sad to leave Scotland which feels so much like my home.
but i am happy to go back to my other home!
i miss my mom and dad, and friends, and church, and just everything there, but i know i am going to miss scotland too! i am torn. i want to be happy to go home, but i just can't be. i want to be sad to leave, but i just can't be.

i know i am one screwed up chickie.
so yea, as of right now.. we have a 36 hours and counting before we have leaving for the states again.
i will be back, probably with tears streaming!!!