Today, Barb is feeling: sad, stressed, and i kinda want to cry.

so i am sad.
today is monday and i am sad because i am going to have to leave here soon.
soon equals like 4 days from now. we leave on friday morning.

so i am stressed.
today is monday and i am stressed becaues it is finals week.
i have three finals to take. two tests this week and a paper that was a take home that i need to finish.

so i kinda want to cry.
today is monday and i kinda want to cry because we are leaving in four days and i don't want to go home!!!!!!! as much as i miss all my friends and family, i want to stay here. i want to come back here and just live here and stay here and never ever leave. just make everyone come to see me. we had our Host Family Dinner last night. it is just a time to get everyone together and for some people to say goodbye. there were some people who stood up and said what having a host family ment to them, i almost burst into tears twice. i get to see me 'mom' tonight and then again on thursday for our going away dinner. i am going to cry alot then.

i need to get back to studying. later!