Today, Barb is feeling: much sadder than she can really remember feeling in a long time

it is raining outside.
it feels like the whole world is crying with all of us.
today has been such a bad day

i want to yell, scream, rail against the whole world about what happened today.
i want it to be yesterday
i want this tragedy to have never happened
i want ann to still be alive.
i want my chancellor back!!!!!!!!!
i want the strong powerful women who runs this campus with a hard fist and a huge smile back

i want all the yesterdays that i was a happy go lucky kid and didn't have to deal with a death of the chancellor who knew my name.

i want ann back